Posts Tagged ‘Negative Intelligences’

Different Kinds of Change

January 7, 2011

In the space of 24 hours I have been exposed to both of these stories. Their similarities are striking, as well as their differences. Please do not simplify. I do not advocate or admonish, but reading these words so close together has had an impact upon me and I feel the need to transmit that in some form.

These are the words of Mark Flaherty. He dealt with suicidal pain and emptiness through ayahuasca and a spiritual tranformation: http://www.realitysandwich.com/underneath_it_all

These are the words of Bill Zeller. He could not deal with the horrible pain that he had been subjected to and recently committed suicide: http://gizmodo.com/5726667/the-agonizing-last-words-of-bill-zeller

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The Subtle Conflict of Positive and Negative Intelligences

July 6, 2010

(Preface: To repeat one of my standing caveats. When I write in declarative voice it is not because I’m certain, and certainly not because of any fundamentalist belief in my own words or experiences. I speak in this way because my experiences present themselves in this way. Treat this as a story, a tool that has been useful because it seems to bear resemblance to the reality of my situation and has allowed me to act in meaningful ways within it.)

Those I am forced into confrontation with most often are the positive and negative intelligences. These are highly adept energy beings that exist at a much higher state within the web of interconnecting and dependent energetic reality systems within which the Earth energy system is just one node or nuclei.

As I have written previously, the negative and positive intelligences reflect a division between predatory (negative) and open-universal (positive) sources of energy. This division actually a spectrum, but for my purposes this is rarely significant and none of these beings has anything more than a tenuous relationship to what we might recognize as morality.

Negative intelligences are dominated by the need to feed from the energies of other beings. They use pain, fear, anger, violence, deception, disease, insanity, and physical and spiritual coercion as tools for generating the energy that they require.

Positive intelligences are dominated by the need to create harmony through any means necessary. Anything else is intolerable to them. They tend to use the trappings of authority and hierarchy more than negative intelligences, but otherwise their repertoire of techniques is remarkably similar, only directed toward the fruition of their plans for the denser manifestations of reality, i.e., the physical, lower energetic world.

Both groups have demonstrated a hatred toward me of such passion and conviction as I have rarely observed, though they are loathed to admit that I cause them any inconvenience. More often each describes me within their own terms, as prey for the negatives and something abhorrent to the positives, a human being whose soul chose to reincarnate for the express purpose of changing the system of incarnation within this reality system and whose soul once, a long ago, produced an emanation which became a positive intelligence itself. You aren’t supposed to come back after something like that.

The negative and positive intelligences are playing many conflicting long games with humanity and the Earth system, as they are with many other reality systems. By long games I imply the form of a chess match, with move and counter-move over long periods of time, all designed to reach largely predetermined goals and agendas. These games and agendas are played out in the physical world through subtle manipulation of people and events, as well as more active conflicts in lower and higher energetic realms. This conflict has been a cold war of subterfuge and manipulation for most of the duration of our present history. This is because neither side was certain they could win in an all out conflict and the costs of that conflict would be unimaginable. Each side sought the means to a definite victory while maintaining their present advantages. In the mean time they both work together to prevent the lower realms from interfering in their plans.

We are approaching a point in the cyclical evolution of this Earth system, and many other reality systems, beyond which neither side can win. The barriers between physical and energetic existence are growing thin. The energies are changing in a way that will not allow this cold war. They feel it, a tug that says “your fight is ending, put away your toys.” (This paragraph came to me as I was writing. The idea bears similarity to other work that my mother and I have undertaken relating to changes in Earth energies, but we have never explicitly been told this before.)

The positive and negative intelligences will not listen to this tugging voice. They will fight and twist the world as long as they are able to.

Higher Dimensional Structures/Entities and The Drawer of Abomination

December 10, 2009

I almost didn’t make my last post here because, aside from the beautiful poetry it seemed vague and melodramatic. These are two qualities I take great effort to avoid in my writing, so it was odd for me to feel so drawn to them. I asked my guides and they said I should post it, so I did. Only later did I understand that the act of writing had provided the seed for the crystallization of a perception that I had been having. The purpose of writing had been to tune my perceptions.

After writing about Wilderness Gothic I continued to have the sense of impending horror, or more clearly, something obscene, an abomination. These are not words or sensations common in my vocabulary. I found myself watching clips from Cronenberg’s “The Fly.” In these situations it becomes fairly obvious that something is impinging on my awareness, and particularly that if it isn’t immediately obvious to me then it is probably a very big or very personal problem and I will need help. I called up my mother.

It becomes apparent that we are dealing with a higher dimensional structure designed to resonantly attract/induce abomination in those dimensional regions that it penetrates. We dubbed this structure The Drawer of Abomination. It was not intelligent or living, but did actively alter the realities that it touched, but like wind can whistle and make music in the arches and fold of a building. My mother was put into contact with beings from four parallel dimensions roughly corresponding to the four-plus-Earth dimensions that my soul’s energy bodies are incarnated within at present (see The Anatomy of Plural Identity). Some of those beings were used as anchors by the Drawer and needed to be freed. Beings in those dimensions also had what my mother and I call affiliations and affinities to certain negative intelligences that would prevent the drawer from being removed from their dimensions. Affiliations are links that we make to forces outside our dimension. They usually form when a beings consciously or unconsciously enters into some kind of cliche devil’s bargain, often after being hurt and seeking revenge, or just for the sake of power. There doesn’t need to be a ritual. An affiliation is often formed in the secret private moment when you realize you’d do anything to hurt someone. What the being wants is almost never delivered unless it serves the negative intelligence’s purpose, but the link remains through life times. Affinities are similar to affiliations, but distinct in that there is no event that triggered them. Affinities are simply part of a being’s present structure that naturally links them to an extra dimensional force. Affinities and affiliations can be to positives forces as well as negative ones, thus, after ending the negative we ask that The Music from Beyond the World guide our energies in creating the optimal positive affiliations for the beings that we are working with.

We were also put into communication with beings that guarded The Drawer of Abomination. It is quite often that negative intelligences will coerce beings to work for them through contracts, affiliations, affinities or by holding such instruments of control over the family of the beings in question. The beings often think that they cannot be released and that attempting to be freed will lead to their punishment. In this particular case we found that the guards of the Drawer for these five dimensions were actually aspects of our family’s beings from previous lives, each with a different task in relation to the drawer. We went back in time and freed each from its bonds after helping it to come to terms with its role in creating and maintaining the Drawer.

When all bonds holding the Drawer to these five dimensions had been ended, we flushed it from them, flowing energy from the axon-like structure which bonded each dimension to the others and all of them to a greater network of dimensions.

Liminality: Energy work as she is done and the unknown

November 7, 2009

Liminality: “The liminal state is characterized by ambiguity, openness, and indeterminacy. One’s sense of identity dissolves to some extent, bringing about disorientation. Liminality is a period of transition where normal limits to thought, self-understanding, and behavior are relaxed – a situation which can lead to new perspectives.” – Wikipedia entry on liminality

I write with an authoritative voice because I deal in realms so greatly removed from the illusion of objectively verifiable fact that if I tried to insert the implied qualifiers, errors bars and standard deviations, they would blot out the message that I’m attempting to convey. I also write with authority because that is how the experiences are received, as declarative presences more than the implications of phenomena. How do you write when an experience begins with an uncomfortable sense of pressure or being watched and ends with the internal seeing and knowing of inter-dimensional trickster beings and the 4D timelines of entire alien races that must be healed. These experiences do not stand upon anything else. They exist in a spectrum from the physical to an infinite higher dimensional extrapolation. If you accept the spectrum you can interact with it fully, as you would physical reality. If you try to justify or prove it in terms of physical reality it pops like a soap bubble, except for the bare hint of what lies beyond, that pressure, that watched feeling, until you are ready to deal with each experience on its own terms. This is the gestalt of my experience and why I must write the way I do. With that said…

My mother and I work together frequently. We both work on our own, but often need to work together to solve complicated or difficult issues. This is a matter of our own health and wellbeing, as we will feel unwell, psychologically or physically if we cannot solve the problem or heal what needs healing. Along time ago we decided what topics to address in the pursuit of our own wellbeing, but now our guides show us the most important problems to address, which usually have nothing to do with our physical lives (If you’ve ever had a guardian angel moment realize that there was probably someone who had to go out and do that).

“Show us” is a euphemism for “poke us until we figure it out.” We used to be able to ask our guides direct yes/no questions, but recently we are being pushed to use other methods. This may be a kind of training. We always had my internal sight and my mother’s body reactions and intuition, but these are even more important now. Instead of receiving shudders and reactions from the Music, she will be put into surrogate communication with whatever intelligence, energy or being is involved in the problem that we need to address. She will feel what it feels and know its general intentions. Her voice and body will often change to represent it. She never looses control except for occasional representative body motions (fist for anger, arms frozen at sides for being trapped) or a couple of words from the intelligence. Most of them aren’t good with words or language. We can ask these intelligences questions as we would our guides and we are often able to compel them to tell us the truth. rarely a special sign must be invoked, which I’m usually given in visual form at the time. We will be kept in contact with an intelligence until we have completed the reason that we were put in contact, such as getting information from it, helping it escape slavery, healing it or undoing the damage that it has caused.

When something energetic needs to be done, our most common method is for me to ask “Music from Beyond the World, guide our energies in *blank* now.” I say “our” because the Music and I are working as one. Often I will be guided in the words to fill in the blank. My back will straighten as I speak and my voice will change. As I finish speaking, or even sometimes before, my head will jerk up and down with my mouth slightly open. A pattern of externally audible clicks will emanate and by breath will change to a series of short guided puffs. The soft tissue of my throat and Eustachian tubes will move in waves, altering my breath. Internally I can see and feel my energies being guided in ways much more subtle than what I would be consciously capable of on my own at this time. I learn from the Music every time I use this technique.

Most of the issues that I and my mother have addressed over the last year either directly involved the health and wellbeing of us and our family or transpire on such a global or cosmic scale that it is difficult for my rational mind to take seriously. Over the years we’ve had what amounts to a rogues gallery of recuring opponents in our work. We still deal with all of them occasionally, but the primary focus of our activities has shifted over time. Here is the short list and the pattern through time.

1. EEIs (Exogenous Energetic Intelligences): Very general term for simple negative entities. They are barely intelligent, usually non-living energy structures that interfere, parasitize or do the bidding of more powerful entities. Very annoying an deceptive if you don’t know how to look for them.

3. Negative Reptilians, Insectiles and Occasionally Greys: “Alien” beings of the Earth energetic system, but from different frequencies. Complicated and strange, so I won’t go into it.

2. Pan-Dimensional Negative Intelligences. Negative Intelligences for short. These are predatory forces that are essentially inherent in the fabric of many, many dimensions and energetic systems. They have different manifestations on each frequency or level of reality, but underneath it’s all the same up to the head office, so to speak. We deal with about eight of them on a regular basis. They are deeply intelligent and powerful, but in a very diffuse way. They play the long game, trying to bend anything and everything to their designs.

3. Council of Positive and Negative Intelligences: We always wondered why we ended up talking to the nasties. It makes you wonder if there’s something wrong with you. Eventually we seemed to figure out that the manifestations of the negative intelligences in the Earth system were part of a council of negative and positive intelligences. This council was created and governed by a set of rules designed to keep these intelligences from going to war and tearing everything apart.* It turned a potentially violent and destructive struggle for power into thousands of years of cloak and dagger with progressively higher stakes for Earth as human population and destructive technologies both increased. In this council the negative intelligences are given the job of reining in anyone that threatens the status quo. This is their job primarily because they are a lot better at messing with people than the positives, however, it is the whole council that supports this kind of action. Which brings us to the question “why aren’t my mother and I protected by the positives?” The answer seems to be that we viewed their hierarchy as abominable and came here for the explicit purpose of changing the very nature of reality as to most effectively and efficiently end the cycle of suffering, in transcendence of any other edict or authority.

For the last month every time my mother and I would work we would be dealing with the council, either because we needed to deal with something that they had done or just because they were trying to block our communications. Then, about three days ago she calls me up and says that she’s been told that our node (collective of souls that we incarnated with) was responsible for creating the council. That we did it because at the time we had been so interfered with by various intelligences that we would do anything to limit there ability to damage our lives. Of course this sounded absurd, but I know we intentionally became part of many problems when we incarnated so that we would have the right to heal them. I considered that this was somehow an expression of taking on the formation of the council so that we could deal with that. We were told that it wasn’t something that we had taken on. We were actually responsible. This I really couldn’t accept, but I’m very used to being put into situations I don’t necessarily understand or agree with. In this case it didn’t feel like a deception, just something that we had to work with even if I couldn’t imagine how it could be true. So we went through the long process of going back through time and helping our selves that created the council to find a better way. And it was done. No more council. We haven’t heard from them since. After that I felt very not good. Yet another thing had happened, completely outside normal reality, that I was deeply aware I might never understand and that had implications for my own being and responsibilities that I was equally sure I might never understand. Aside from rationally understanding the absurdity of it, my innerself was incapable of accepting that I was somehow responsible for a council of intelligences that has influenced everyone on Earth for Thousands of years, and that in an energetic sense at least, now there never was a council because of something I choose to do now. It was too much. I went skateboarding. Didn’t think about anything. Just looked up at the sky while I glided along. I’m better now, but I still have no understanding how it could be true.

What does all this mean? I have no idea. Will there be any global changes from what we do? Nothing that could be traced back to us or anyone else. The Music says otherwise, but the history of mystics making predictions is such that I’m not going to hold my breath. What I do know is that we did the work that we saw needed to be done and I know my life is going to be different. For example, now I get to deal with a corporation of inter-dimensional beings trying to kill me for some reason. Don’t worry, they aren’t any good at it.

This is my life. I don’t believe any of it, even the physical, but I live it every day and I see it every time I work with someone. See straight through them. Energybody. Soul. Straight back to the beginning. To the way and the why they came here.

*Keep in mind negative and positive are not synonyms for good and evil. Negatives want to foster predatory systems because they need to feed off others because they have chosen to manifest as separate from the unity of all being, or god or the great mystery, or consciousness. Positives want to foster non-predatory systems because they are in principle connected to the unity of all being, or god, or the great mystery, or consciousness. Note: This is a woefully simplistic terminology and that this definition doesn’t say anything about who’s a lying bastard in this scenario.

To Heal the Past and Guard the Future: 1

July 30, 2009

Both of these tasks occupy a great deal of my time, at many scales and frequencies. Aside from the many physical, emotional and intellectual ways in which this is accomplished, there are several energetic experiences and techniques which form the basis of much of my work. I have avoided talking about these subjects because I was afraid that I could not do them justice. The technical complexity is immense at the intellectual level and there can be truly unforseen complications at any step of the techniques and experiences I describe.

Traumas from present incarnations require somewhat different methods to be healed, usually what any good reiki practitioner or energy healer can help you with. That being said, many traumas from a present incarnation have roots in past incarnations. Healing those origins can be more complicated and challenging.

There are two primary kinds of negative influence from traumas in past incarnations. These are karma and negative/non-optimal timelines. Karma, to take Alan Watts definition, means action. Karma, as defined within my work, is any negative action/energy that is being continued by the individual from the past in the present. Karma can be from the present incarnation, but past incarnations are a much more likely source. Karma is usually exhibited, at least externally, in repeated life patterns, such as loss of romantic relationships through a particular issue, failure in business or education, repetition of self destructive behaviors, etc. These patterns will often seem to be beyond the individuals control, and often on the physical level they may be. Persecution and recrimination will not address the heart of the issue, as it lies far beyond the level of conscious awareness and is far too complicated for most people to deal with effectively at an intuitive level. Karma also manifests as latent action or potential, rather than obvious external patters. This becomes more of a concern when extensive energy work is undertaken.

If you have karma, barring some exceptional cases, it is something that you are doing, not something that is being done to you by someone else. Karma is usually personal in my experience. It can be shared, but usually only between a small number of people who were directly involved in the events surrounding its creation. As in most energy work, treating, or even recognizing your own problems can be difficult or impossible. Seeking help from those you trust is paramount.

Treatment of karma takes many forms. I will be discussing my own. To me, it usually appears as a dark, slightly transparent cloud within the energy body, as if some set of motions had been blurred together by a time laps camera. Before treatment can begin, it is important to determine if the bearer of the karma must know what caused it before it can be released. I may know this intuitively, but asking the Universal Healing Energy or another suitable guide is the safest and most common method. Please see my post on guide communication if you haven’t already read about that technique. If the bearer most know the nature of the karma before it can be released then a series of question must be used to reach the necessary level of detail for understanding to occur. Assuring that the genesis of karma took place in a past incarnation, the present incarnation, or between incarnation is the first step. Next, determine if any of the bearers present relations, such as immediate family and friends were involved in creating the karma (Edit: in this or another incarnation. Or between incarnations). From years of experience I can say that this is often the case. Edit: Souls that have karma together often incarnate together. Continue by determining if the karma was caused by injury. If so, was it to the bearer, or did he or she cause it to someone else? Continue in this way until enough is known so that the bearer can recognize and truly release the karma. This process will not always be necessary. Some karma can be released without knowledge of its cause. Always check with your guides.

From here I have seen treatment take two paths, though I am sure many more exist. The first is my usual approach, which is to energetically observe the karma and to either direct my own energies, focusing on it’s complete release and dissolution from the bearer, or to ask the Universal Healing Energy to guide my energies in releasing and completely ending the karma. The second path is the one that my mother most often uses, which is a more programing like approach based on detailing steps of karma release and removal and asking the UHE to carry these out. I’ll relate this approach in another post or by request.

A timeline is the trans-personal energy of a relatively linear series of interrelated events. Timelines can be from a present incarnation, but are more often the result of traumas, negative energies and so on from past incarnations. An example of this would be that in many past incarnations I caused injury, intentionally and unintentionally. Within each of those incarnations this initial injury resulted in a series of events which altered my own timeline, the timelines of those around me and, less often, of the world that I inhabited. These many timelines can be viewed as separate or as one, depending on the perspective and abilities of the observer. Timelines usually include many people, but because the energy is trans-personal, only the individuals that actually need healing must to be included in the treatment. The effects of timelines are even more variable than karma, so making list of patterns symptoms to look for would be misleading. You just need to ask, or to know.

I see timelines as having a very specific structure. Understanding that structure was important in my initial attempts to heal them with my own abilities, and even in my guided attempts. A timeline appears in my sight as initially just a line, tube or thread of light. To the left side I will always see the root of the timeline, a device which exists outside the causal reality and anchors the energetic significance of the events that transpire within. To the right the timeline seems to disappear into a semi-transparent field of energy. This field represents transpersonal influences of the timeline in energetic reality. The time line itself has structure as well. Looking more closely, it becomes apparent that a matrix runs through the energy of the timeline. I call this a causality matrix, named for its purpose, which is to maintain the dominance of whatever system of causality exists in the reality that timeline transpires in.

To heal a timeline can be relatively simple or very complicated. Sometimelines must be understod before they can be healed, particularly if they involve specific individuals that you are working with, or if they centre on great atrocities. Use the same method of questioning that I described for use with karma. Once the timeline is understood, or if it can be treated without knowing it’s cause, the next step is to search for negative energies, intelligences and beings within the timeline. Any of these will subvert any attempt to heal the timeline, and were likely the catalyst for the negative timeline itself. There is no contradiction in that these beings are present in the past, considering that energy in its natural state exists outside time. If present, these negative forces must be removed. From experience I know that it is very difficult to remove all negative influences from a timeline. Asking for help and guidance from positive forces in usually best. There are some very powerful negative intelligences that cannot be taken into custody, as usually happens to negative energies. These intelligences must simply be pushed out of the timeline and all access points, actual or potential be sealed to prevent their return. I will discuss methods of dealing with these intelligences more deeply in another post. Once negative energies have ben removed from the timeline the actual healing can begin.

To heal the timeline, it is necessary to temporarily disengage the causality matrix, even though all that is usually being altered is the energy of the time line the matrix would that in place as well as the physicality. Once the matrix is disengaged, the energies of the timeline must be optimally realigned from beginning to end. As the process is occurring, the frequency of the timeline’s root must be changed to match the timelines’s new alignment. This will take more energy that most other aspects of this technique, but nothing extraordinary. From there continue the realignment of energies in the other direction, to the transpersonal energies of the timeline. send the changes out into this field. If you understand how to heal timelines at an intuitive level none of this knowledge is necessary at the intellectual level.

My next post will detail a method of guarding the future through the optimization of probability-scapes.