Archive for September, 2010

My Life in Seven Minutes

September 28, 2010

This is essentially what my life is like, aside from the difficulty with talking to young women. I’m barely joking.

Also see Adventure Time and everything else that Pendleton Ward has ever done.

I think “Hey, any time little guy. Helping little weird things is what it’s all about” Sums it up pretty well.

Note: This post is probably the product of having to deal with a race of non-physical beings sucked into our universe (not from another dimension, but from the non-dimensional space outside our universe) by the machinations of a positive intelligence. I don’t even know why, but the vortex they were entering through was apparently right over my head and they were glomming onto me and unwittingly disrupting my energy pattern because being around me makes them feel good in a cross between watching fireworks and being on MDMA.

For clarity and an extraneous level of detail, I wasn’t aware of most of the above until I spoke to my mother who can surrogate and lend her voice to beings that we need to work with. Sometimes I am aware of that level of detail, sometimes I have no idea what is going on except through her and minor impressions. This was closer to that later. Though actually, we both got a fair number of the details once the we new they were there at all.

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More Than a Reaction to Fear

September 24, 2010

Earlier this year, around the time I was reading Mac Tonnies’ The Cryptoterrestrials, I spent two, dreary, overcast days and dark, cold nights terrified out of my mind that I was going to be taken by reptilians.

My mother and I had just done some very disturbing work on things that supposedly happened when I was a child, and my fear was completely beyond rational control. I didn’t sleep at all and it was difficult to bring myself to eat. I was consumed by that fear.

Eventually, on the morning of the third day, I came to a singular moment. I realized within that moment, on some deep, trans-rational level, that I would rather not exist than be this terrified, but that I really truly do want to exist. CLICK (as Robert Munroe would put it)

Almost without thinking I got up, went to my computer and started watching funny videos. I was completely exhausted, but I wasn’t afraid anymore. Something had just changed inside of me. I could no longer be that afraid of the possibility of what might have happened, or what may happen now. I had to be taken right to the edge in order to see that.

I still have many deep fears, ones that I can’t overcome by suppressing, denying or hiding, but I hope that I can decide to let them go when they come to me, with a little help. There are really terrible things in this world, and beyond it to, but I am asked to be more than my reaction to that fact. I am asked to be a light, and I will try.

Raven’s Eye Who is the Bowl of the World

September 22, 2010

Raven’s Eye Who is the Bowl of the World landed on my skull. It was cleft apart and he pulled a writhing grub from the pile of brain inside. He flew over the great river, which I may now see because I am the grub (as well as the man) and he dropped me into its vastness.

“PULL A THREAD FROM IT’S FLOWING CURRENTS”

“THAT’S IT. DON’T LET IT TANGLE.”

“LAY IT INTO THE DARKNESS HERE.”

“WHERE THE NEW LINE MEETS THE END OF THE OLD LINE, MOVE YOUR HANDS LIKE THIS. NOT YOUR PHYSICAL ONES. JUST HERE.”

That was how I learned to weave new timelines.

He asked me to show you.

MKULTRA in Canada

September 22, 2010

This starts out like a fairly standard CBC (Canadian Broadcasting Corporation) report on a made for TV movie about a horribly misguided psychologist doing strange experiments on his patients in the 1960s. It is not. By the middle of the second video they are presenting documented and official evidence of the CIA, through MKULTRA and the front group then known as the Society for the Investigation of Human Ecology, funding brain washing experiments at one of the most prestigious psychological institutes in Canada. Half a million dollars in funding was also provided by the Canadian government under Brian Mulroney as PM.

If those with power were willing to fund this kind of experimentation, do you think that they would just stop?

Almost Touching

September 20, 2010

A little while ago, when I was writing about being a reptilian hybrid, Stace Tussel sent me a little gift that reminded her of me and what I was going through. It feels right to pass it on now.

The moment at the end where they are almost touching hands is so meaningful for me. I feel like that so much of the time. I’m right there with my guides, or a being, even a few human ones, and we connect, even though we are just out of reach.

In the Night

September 17, 2010

I’m afraid I don’t have any commentary to go with this one.

Luminosity Returns

September 16, 2010

Dan Mitchell has resurrected his old blog, Luminosity. As some will remember he had an extensive set of fascinating writing on his own liminal experiences, both in the past and in his current life. He took that blog down after reporting a very intense series of events that seemed to challenge his sense of reality, as so often happens with more direct contact.

Cannot Hear

September 11, 2010

Cannot hear me. Words are water and we are already filled up with wine.

Healing Space in Halifax

September 5, 2010

Over the last several months I took a sabbatical from working with clients so that I could work on my personal development.

That time is done and I am going to be returning to work with clients. Part of this is that I have been told to find a space outside my home for this work. I am hoping to find an established healing clinic, such as for acupuncture or reiki, where I can book a room when I have appointments. If you know of a facility that might be amenable to this arrangement, please leave a comment or send me an e-mail at: chrisdtaylor (at sign) hotmail (dot) com

Thank you,

Chris

I Will Not Be Continuing My Posts on Reptilians

September 3, 2010

For the time being I will not be continuing my posts on reptilians and hybrids.

I haven’t experienced any kind of stigmatization because of what I wrote and I am not stopping because of any interference with me personally. I have just become aware that it would cause more harm than good to continue for the moment.

I will still respond to individuals who ask for information for personal use.