Archive for July, 2009

To Heal the Past and Guard the Future: 1

July 30, 2009

Both of these tasks occupy a great deal of my time, at many scales and frequencies. Aside from the many physical, emotional and intellectual ways in which this is accomplished, there are several energetic experiences and techniques which form the basis of much of my work. I have avoided talking about these subjects because I was afraid that I could not do them justice. The technical complexity is immense at the intellectual level and there can be truly unforseen complications at any step of the techniques and experiences I describe.

Traumas from present incarnations require somewhat different methods to be healed, usually what any good reiki practitioner or energy healer can help you with. That being said, many traumas from a present incarnation have roots in past incarnations. Healing those origins can be more complicated and challenging.

There are two primary kinds of negative influence from traumas in past incarnations. These are karma and negative/non-optimal timelines. Karma, to take Alan Watts definition, means action. Karma, as defined within my work, is any negative action/energy that is being continued by the individual from the past in the present. Karma can be from the present incarnation, but past incarnations are a much more likely source. Karma is usually exhibited, at least externally, in repeated life patterns, such as loss of romantic relationships through a particular issue, failure in business or education, repetition of self destructive behaviors, etc. These patterns will often seem to be beyond the individuals control, and often on the physical level they may be. Persecution and recrimination will not address the heart of the issue, as it lies far beyond the level of conscious awareness and is far too complicated for most people to deal with effectively at an intuitive level. Karma also manifests as latent action or potential, rather than obvious external patters. This becomes more of a concern when extensive energy work is undertaken.

If you have karma, barring some exceptional cases, it is something that you are doing, not something that is being done to you by someone else. Karma is usually personal in my experience. It can be shared, but usually only between a small number of people who were directly involved in the events surrounding its creation. As in most energy work, treating, or even recognizing your own problems can be difficult or impossible. Seeking help from those you trust is paramount.

Treatment of karma takes many forms. I will be discussing my own. To me, it usually appears as a dark, slightly transparent cloud within the energy body, as if some set of motions had been blurred together by a time laps camera. Before treatment can begin, it is important to determine if the bearer of the karma must know what caused it before it can be released. I may know this intuitively, but asking the Universal Healing Energy or another suitable guide is the safest and most common method. Please see my post on guide communication if you haven’t already read about that technique. If the bearer most know the nature of the karma before it can be released then a series of question must be used to reach the necessary level of detail for understanding to occur. Assuring that the genesis of karma took place in a past incarnation, the present incarnation, or between incarnation is the first step. Next, determine if any of the bearers present relations, such as immediate family and friends were involved in creating the karma (Edit: in this or another incarnation. Or between incarnations). From years of experience I can say that this is often the case. Edit: Souls that have karma together often incarnate together. Continue by determining if the karma was caused by injury. If so, was it to the bearer, or did he or she cause it to someone else? Continue in this way until enough is known so that the bearer can recognize and truly release the karma. This process will not always be necessary. Some karma can be released without knowledge of its cause. Always check with your guides.

From here I have seen treatment take two paths, though I am sure many more exist. The first is my usual approach, which is to energetically observe the karma and to either direct my own energies, focusing on it’s complete release and dissolution from the bearer, or to ask the Universal Healing Energy to guide my energies in releasing and completely ending the karma. The second path is the one that my mother most often uses, which is a more programing like approach based on detailing steps of karma release and removal and asking the UHE to carry these out. I’ll relate this approach in another post or by request.

A timeline is the trans-personal energy of a relatively linear series of interrelated events. Timelines can be from a present incarnation, but are more often the result of traumas, negative energies and so on from past incarnations. An example of this would be that in many past incarnations I caused injury, intentionally and unintentionally. Within each of those incarnations this initial injury resulted in a series of events which altered my own timeline, the timelines of those around me and, less often, of the world that I inhabited. These many timelines can be viewed as separate or as one, depending on the perspective and abilities of the observer. Timelines usually include many people, but because the energy is trans-personal, only the individuals that actually need healing must to be included in the treatment. The effects of timelines are even more variable than karma, so making list of patterns symptoms to look for would be misleading. You just need to ask, or to know.

I see timelines as having a very specific structure. Understanding that structure was important in my initial attempts to heal them with my own abilities, and even in my guided attempts. A timeline appears in my sight as initially just a line, tube or thread of light. To the left side I will always see the root of the timeline, a device which exists outside the causal reality and anchors the energetic significance of the events that transpire within. To the right the timeline seems to disappear into a semi-transparent field of energy. This field represents transpersonal influences of the timeline in energetic reality. The time line itself has structure as well. Looking more closely, it becomes apparent that a matrix runs through the energy of the timeline. I call this a causality matrix, named for its purpose, which is to maintain the dominance of whatever system of causality exists in the reality that timeline transpires in.

To heal a timeline can be relatively simple or very complicated. Sometimelines must be understod before they can be healed, particularly if they involve specific individuals that you are working with, or if they centre on great atrocities. Use the same method of questioning that I described for use with karma. Once the timeline is understood, or if it can be treated without knowing it’s cause, the next step is to search for negative energies, intelligences and beings within the timeline. Any of these will subvert any attempt to heal the timeline, and were likely the catalyst for the negative timeline itself. There is no contradiction in that these beings are present in the past, considering that energy in its natural state exists outside time. If present, these negative forces must be removed. From experience I know that it is very difficult to remove all negative influences from a timeline. Asking for help and guidance from positive forces in usually best. There are some very powerful negative intelligences that cannot be taken into custody, as usually happens to negative energies. These intelligences must simply be pushed out of the timeline and all access points, actual or potential be sealed to prevent their return. I will discuss methods of dealing with these intelligences more deeply in another post. Once negative energies have ben removed from the timeline the actual healing can begin.

To heal the timeline, it is necessary to temporarily disengage the causality matrix, even though all that is usually being altered is the energy of the time line the matrix would that in place as well as the physicality. Once the matrix is disengaged, the energies of the timeline must be optimally realigned from beginning to end. As the process is occurring, the frequency of the timeline’s root must be changed to match the timelines’s new alignment. This will take more energy that most other aspects of this technique, but nothing extraordinary. From there continue the realignment of energies in the other direction, to the transpersonal energies of the timeline. send the changes out into this field. If you understand how to heal timelines at an intuitive level none of this knowledge is necessary at the intellectual level.

My next post will detail a method of guarding the future through the optimization of probability-scapes.

“Worlds Without End”

July 24, 2009

A beautiful expression of technology as potentially a physical crystalization of perennial truth.

Edit: Whoops. Wrong video. Fixed now.

2nd Edit: Video via K21st.

Welcome to Spaceship Earth

July 24, 2009

I would say that Buckminster Fuller was my first great teacher. He was the first writer that I can recall who continually spoke to me with the level of complexity and novelty that I needed to expand my mind. He was also my gateway into the perennial philosophy. He helped to open my rational mind in many ways. Made me consider possibilities, like an abundant universe, that were closed to me by the “obvious” facts of life.

Thinking back I find it amazing how my relationship to his work foreshadowed my path. Bucky was a literal and philosophical descendant of the New England transcendentalists, that rich mix of Western and Eastern thought most often represented by Thoreau and Emerson. More than that, the real beginning of his life’s work was heralded by this experience which I read about when I was a teenager:

In his autobiography, Fuller related that just as he was about to throw himself into Lake Michigan and end it all, he was suddenly encased within a “sparkling sphere of light” that levitated and hovered in midair, while a disembodied voice admonished him, “You do not have the right to eliminate yourself, you do not belong to you. You belong to the universe.” That transparent celestial orb and those words of cosmic consolation evoke the peculiar blend of Emersonian egocentrism and pantheistic mysticism that typified the American Transcendentalists, one of whose more prominent members was Fuller’s redoubtable great-aunt, the pioneering editor, journalist, and feminist Margaret Fuller. No wonder he became such a hit with the hippies, whose mantra of “We Are All One” was practically in the old man’s genes.

Quote taken from here. I’ll post when the experience as it is described in his autobiography when I get a chance.

Higher Dimensional Beings

July 23, 2009

One of the best descriptions of higher dimensional experiences I’ve yet heard.

Via Mac Tonnies’ Posthuman Blues.

Hermits and Outcasts

July 23, 2009

With that introduction, I’ve just added MONEYLESS WORLD – FREE WORLD – PRICELESS WORLD to my links. It is the blog of Daniel Suelo, who lives entirely without money in the Southwestern United States.

I just finished reading an article about him and his choice here.

The Function of Enlightenment

July 21, 2009

Another fascinating post from the Tinuum: Let n beings approach nirvana…

Small Loops and the Infinite Universe

July 21, 2009

Via Paul Hughs’ Astranaut.

“Hidden Whale Culture Could Be Critical to Species Survival”

July 16, 2009

Wired Magazine article, via Reality Sandwich.

“‘We have no idea what’s going on. As we mess up the world, it goes off in all kinds of weird directions,” said biologist Hal Whitehead of Dalhousie University in Nova Scotia. ”The more diversity that’s out there, both genetic and cultural, the more whales can deal with it.'”

“One of the best-known example of marine culture comes from killer whales (which, technically, are dolphins, but they’re mentioned in the same breath as whales by biologists). Pods of killer whales have highly varied dialects and ways of life, even while sharing the same habitat — the aquatic equivalent of a neighborhood populated by two different ethnic groups.”

“New research is ‘giving us a window into really complicated societies,’ said Rendell. ‘You get a much better appreciation of the complexity. Ten or 20 years ago, it was just, ‘There’s a bunch of whales over here.’”

Lived Experience

July 14, 2009

I was just leaving the grocery store. I felt a pang in my heart chakra. I felt forces gathering and energy wishing to flow and I allowed it. The energy pulled up from the ground and down from the sky and met in my head. My sense of ego, place and time washed away and I knew that the Earth and Sky were communicating and expressing their love for each other through me. Overwhelming.

And it faded away. Only a moment had passed. I was just standing in the middle of the parking lot with my shopping cart. For the people walking around me nothing had happened.

I have no idea how to express that I never bought into a culture (Edit: Intentionally). That this is just my experience of being alive. After the experience fades I can go find ten scientific papers saying energy medicine doesn’t work and a smaller number saying it does. Neither of those facts changes that my own mother has been crouched and whimpering in empathic terror with the soul of someone we are working on who is being tormented by insectile beings from a world on a different vibrational frequency. It doesn’t change that I was the conduit for the light that stopped them. Within their own contexts those experiences are as intensely perceived to me as the computer in front of me, and I can’t just turn them off and walk away.

Neurodiversity: Schizophrenia

July 12, 2009

Neurodiversity is a term describing the state of having a diversity of neurological forms that are considered healthy, or that denotes the movement within modern, predominantly Western societies to promote this view and supplant the presently held view that most divergence from neurological standards is inherently unhealthy.

The neurodiversity movement primarily deals with autism in my experience, but also bipolar, schizophrenia and probably other forms of which I am not aware. This post focuses on schizophrenia, but I will progress to bipolar and hopefully autism.

Neurodiversity is a controversial topic because it is easy, on both sides of the debate, to mistake the unfortunate and often debilitating potentials of a neurological form for the form itself. That is, if a neurologically “normal” person was born into a schizophrenic or autistic society, they would develop pathologies based on their differences from that society and their neurological form would be labeled as a disease. This is a gross simplification of a profoundly complicated topic. Hopefully by the end of this post I’ll have presented something that more accurately matches the complexity of reality.

I’m going to look at schizophrenia first because I suspect if my experiences had more pathological results I would be diagnosed as schizophrenic, as I think many Western shamans are.


This video is an example of how schizophrenia often manifests and is usually understood and treated. My interpretation is much different, though not intended to be a dismissal of any of the negatives that are often experienced. I see this young woman as having an uncontrolled shamanic experience, similar, but distinct from my own first trials that can be found on my “Initiation” page at the upper right corner of the screen. The question is, why was this young woman’s experience so traumatic and negative. The real answer could be vastly complicated and specific to her soul journey, but in general terms our society actively prevents its individuals from being prepared for communication and interaction with non-physical reality. It does this through the promotion of fear in this area of knowledge, through over reliance on a purely physical way of thinking, and a pathological focus on the ego self. As an example of this, when the young woman decides that she wants the alien scientists to leave her, she perceives them telling her to cut herself so that they can leave her body through the wounds. This is a stereotypical physical interpretation of an energetic instruction. After she was hospitalized part of her therapy was to draw the process of the alien doctors leaving her. Drawing and visualizes is a powerful psychological tool, but also an energetic one. She did not actually need to cut herself to let the alien doctors out, just to create the path for them to leave her.

Terence Mckenna – Schizophrenic or Shamanic?(contains explicit sexual and entheogenic content):

Terence Mckenna’s take on schizophrenia as the disease form of shamanic experience.

Joseph Campbell, the great mythologist had a similar experience. From Myths to Live By: “The mystic, endowed with native talents… and following… the instructions of a master, enters the waters and finds he can swim; whereas the schizophrenic, unprepared, unguided, and ungifted, has fallen or has intentionally plunged and is drowning.

Loren Mosher M.D. talks about the Soteria Project and non-drug treatments for Schizophrenia:

One of the founders of a non-drug focused treatment program for schizophrenic and bipolar people. The results showed that on average the Soteria program patients did as well as the patients being given standard psycho-therapeutic techniques and drugs, and that their longterm outcomes were substantially better than they were for the standard program. The primary focus in the Soteria program was on being with another person and validating and helping them through whatever experience they were having. This is as opposed to the standard model in which treatments are “given” or done to a patient. Read about the program and get the book here.

To sum up my point. Schizophrenia is the negative manifestation of a neurological form that is not inherently negative. That being said, the potential for negative results when your perception of reality is so profoundly altered from what most people perceive is very real.

I wasn’t sure if I wanted to include this, but it seems important. All I have to say is that this is specifically what I was talking about when I say schizophrenia has profound negative potential. Jani’s at the mercy of her mind.